This is sort of a pro vs. cons journal for me to decide stuff.Sorry to bother anyone who would take the time to read

For the first time in my life, I've been offered a job. Under different circumstances I would be like *YEY! a job, so cool* But not right now.

There are several reasons for this.First of all, my schedule at the academy is already pretty tight and I was planning to start a new faculty in the fall, to study Japanese. If I take this job, that is no longer possible. Second, if I get a job, I lose my pension. It's true, it's not very much and I might be losing it anyway as it is now, but still...My mom said i shouldn't take this.

On the other side, I really want this job because it deals with graphic design at a level I can do and that I like to do. The program seems to be rather flexible, so that would be good, I guess. And I can always take Japanese lessons in private. My teachers said she doesn't recommend that i do a college just for this. And besides once I finish college and get a job, I'd still be losing my pension.


Crap, I really don't know what to do...